Iftar 2006

Dear Sedara Eson,

Thank you for the comments ~ very much appreciated. I can't wait already, kalau boleh ni malam jugak nak jumpa. Heh! Anyways, please make your family available on the following date.

Saturday, 7th October 2006

We have yet to decide on the followings :-

1. Meet for Buka?
2. Meet for supper & Sahur?
3. Meet for both? In between, kopi2 or lepak-lepak but cannot gossip hor. Heh.

Please decide by before this Friday. Your comments again please especially the venue. We're like East meets West so central is very much appreciated.

A stern warning to all - please don't buih hokay. I made this specially for you alls my beloved cousin until I have to tell my husband not to go to work if there is any this Saturday.

Calling Calling

All the cousins. All the Sedara Eson. All the sepupu sepipits.

When was the last time we took picture together? Common, let's go buka or supper together-gether one of the weekends. Now that everybody have access to this humble blog of mine, I'm posting it here. How?

Crab, I don't know about you but I noticed everytime we take pictures, you & me mesti jadi pengapit - sama position pulak tu. Next round, kita jadi pengantin pulak eh, jangan jadi pengapit. Heh.

Grey Confucious Confusions

Something I did during my lunch break. If I do it with more patience and more colourful, the art probably comes close to ..

THE POWERPUFF GIRL? No?

Passer-by? No, its Pester-by

I read crab's posting today and thought I'd share the same experience as well. We had the same ordeal but unlike the roaches at crab's abode, the one at mine are not superroaches - they don't fly. I hate flying roaches. Anyway, I was clearing my kitchen cabinet that Monday night and I was surprised to see all my not used kitchenware or basically the whole cabinet is infested with cockroach eggs and droppings. Punyalah pissed off. I cleaned everything and killed 5 big fat cockroaches in that 1 cabinet. Then, killed another 2 roaches from the drawer and next 3 more from another cabinet. A medium size brown lizard who happened to crawl at the wrong time of the day was accidentally killed as well during that 1/2 hour ordeal. It must have got dizzy with all the spraying. Heh.

It must have been the revenge of the cockroach that night coz when i finally finished cleaning and wanting to go to bed, 1 blardy big roach - probably the ring leader - somehow showed itself right in my bedroom. I had to crawl out of bed and tip toed to the door where my penyapu lidi was standing by. With that penyapu lidi, I smacked and smacked that cockroach and leave it to die.

Yesterday, while I was cleaning the air purifier in my room, I found a dead roach in it. Geez.. what's up with these roaches. Can't they find somewhere else to stay. Now, I felt like my house has transformed into Joe's Apartment. Nasib dorang tak ramai-ramai buat orchestra in my room. Kalau tak pengsan!

Rindu Serindu Rindunya

Rindu. Padahal have already spent the whole evening hugging.

Masih rindu. Padahal have slept together tightly.

Sungguh rindu. Padahal dah cium puas puas.

Tetap rindu. Padahal baru berpisah tadi pagi.

Sorry baby, not fetching you tonight. Mama is dead beat tonight. Look at the time, its almost 8.30pm and I'm still in the office..... ngadap ni pc and BLOG. Goblog betul!

Love you baby. Mmmmuaaaaccckkksss. Besok balik ok.

Shitty Bang Bang

This is neither the work of evil witchcraft, nor the work of the man in the house. This is the work of that $3.50 ubat periuk I bought from the traditional medicine house in Joo Chiat Complex. Tell me about the bitter, shitty and not nice at all taste for this 'Cham-Pe-On' has been drinking it for almost every week. Actually, I don't have a choice. No, not to regulate the menstruation cycle, not to make another baby but to clear all impurities that is probably residing & conquering the female system. Heh, what a way to describe it.

Ok.. ok.. if you are waiting for my test result, here goes but wait. I want to announced that I did purchase the test kit - ClearBlue (from a 7-Eleven store) and the result is NEGATIVE. Thanks for the result but no thanks for the $17.80 that I had to fork out. Bleargggh.

Today is a wonderful day. At least the mind's now clear. Red flag day, I'm all gear up and waiting. Heh.

Congratulations to me! Yey!

What's Feeling?

Thanks folks for the overwhelming wishes on my upcoming surgery.

I feel terrible today. Not because of work. No, not the foot as well. I feel terrible coz I can't remember when is my last period. Geez! I ought to jump down slam my head hard on the wall! Now I really felt terrible coz I have constantly drank ubat periuk (belen2 kayu balak dari Sungei Kadut as referred by hubby) earlier this month and more terrible coz I went through the MRI scan after signing the documents confirming that I am not pregnant. What if I am? Ok. Ok. My colleague said it's probably due to the ubat periuk that change the whole hormone session in my body so that is why my menses might be late? Very comforting indeed. I hope so. I better grab some test kit tonight. No! I must grab that test kit tonight. Have to be sure. Hopefully its negative. Oh swell, of course I am looking forward to another pregnancy but just not now.

Let's Move On

Fasting month is around the corner. So fastttttt... then it'll be Hari Raya. No, I'm not fidgetting about the Raya celebration. I'm like counting days to my surgery which I assume would take place during the fasting month. Imagine being under the knife. Imagine being cut. Imagine being legless. I just can't stop imagining and my imagination is going wild and wilder each day. I've been through this back in 2002 to remove the first growth lump and I know life is like hell when I'm hopping around the house to move. It take me weeks to recover and walk properly. Now, I have to go through that same event again. I wonder where the cut will be this time. I wonder if both the lump can be removed at the same time. I wonder how, I wonder why - eh dah macam lagu Lemon Tree pulak.

Oklah. I need to move on and not dwell on my past operation & trauma. I have to be strong. Will be seeing the surgeon on 2nd Oct thus let's just hear what he/she have to say. MRI scan went well without any hiccups. The only hiccups I'm having is the $$$ that flew out of hubby's pocket. Anesthetic itself cost $125. Scan total was $775. Thanks eh, said him.

Public Apology, Can?

To Whom It May Concern,

When I created this blog, I have fully understood that anyone can find their way in here to read my writings. After a year, you eventually dropped by to post your comments on that posting which I deliberately wrote in angst, last year August. It has already been a year, already buried and forgotten. I guess there's nothing much to say except a sincere apology for the sungguh laser comments.

Now, when I think back, I thanked my finger for accidentally deleting the settings of my blog recently thus all comments made on haloscan to that post was eventually deleted as well. If not, I'm very sure all party involved will be hunt down like a lost deer for they too contributed their comments on that post. To err is human, I couldn't agree more with you.

Ending this morning post, with a guilt left behind, I apologize once again from the hujung rambut to the hujung kaki.

Oooppsss...

Thanks to my sungguh.com gatal fingers, I went to meddle with the template. Kononnya, wanting to edit and update few links here and there. But the always doink me terselect all and happily click YES when asking if I wish to delete. Chet! There goes my layout which I can't remember where I last save it as well (in my harddrive I mean).

Being so malas wanting to search for a new skin, I decide to go back to using the step by step templates. Simple pon simple, janji dapat update. But to be franklah, I think this is the most eye-sore blog that I ever had but apa nak buat, no time to mengadap the pc and check out the nicest skin. Temporary only what.

Till the new updates. Have a good evening.

14th Months And Still Going

Sarah is a big baby now.

This is what she can do. Be prepared, the list is long this time.

1. She can wear her own slippers
2. She can take off her own diapers
3. She can put her dirty clothes into her own blue laundry basket
4. She can tell anyone who is noisy to SHADDUP (shut up), even the cat is not spared
5. She can call her brother by name AYYEN (Rayyan)
6. She can call her uncle by name IJAT (Ijat)
7. She can call her grandfather AKUK (Atuk)
8. She can call her grandmother perfectly NENEK (Nenek)
9. She can climb up and down a coffee table
10. She can watch Barney and follow their dance movements
11. She can drink by herself
12. She can eat by herself - although you'll expect most of food on the floor later on
13. She can just leave the house and go by the neighbours anytime the gate is open
14. She knows how to say CAT
15. She knows how to say BIRD
16. She knows how to say FISH
17. She knows how to say SHOES
18. She knows how to say BUS
19. She knows how to hail a cab and a bus
20. She knows how to tap the EZlink in the bus
21. She will tell when she pastmotion or diapers is on full load. She'll say Eh-Ekk.
22. She doesn't like plain rice, only with gravy please.
23. She can point to her nose, her eyes, her hair, her hands, her legs, her stomach whenever you ask her "Where is your nose/eyes/hair/hands/legs/stomach?"
24. She can point to herself when ask, "Where is Sarah?"
25. She will laugh when she sees a funny sitcom or when everybody is laughing
26. She can throw bad tantrums as well when she did not get what she wants. Teruk.com

But the best and the very bestest of all, the one that I am proud of what she can do is .... *drum roll*

Stand on her two feet, eyes focus on the ground, then she'll put her two hands at her ears (macam orang nak kasi takbir) and she goes... ALAHH BAKBAR (Allahu Akbar) and off she goes down and sujud for a very long time, sometimes even stretched her legs and tiarap while hands still at her ears. LOL. My girl... she's learning and learning new things each day and I'm so proud of her.

Now, when I doll her up, she will keep still and afterwards, asked to be carried to the mirror to have a look at herself.

This is Sarah after I doll her up. Malulah konon nak tengok camera.

This is Sarah laughing her ass off at my ugly jendul on the feet.

This is Sarah complaining to her ayah after I reprimanded her. Complainlah berbakul-bakul... tak takut... Nyehnyehnyehnyeh..

My Big Fat Lump

A never-before-seen mutant emerges from Doink's size 8 foot, transforming the area in a living hell in a matter of seconds. Thanks to the display cupboard that this clumpsy foot always knock into. From a small lump, it became bigger each day. Now, when think back, it's just like rubbing Aladdin's magic lamp but of course, instead of the blue genie, the lump just gets bigger after rubbing. The rub must be so good that makes the lump gets bigger each day.

See... what I told you? Its huge right? Mengalahkan jendul ikan Luo Han... Hmmmpfftt

An Update, At Last..

Finally, I have the spare time to update. Thanks to hubby for not coming on time to pick me up from the office. It has been a very long, long time indeed, dear Blog. What shall I update this time round? Lemme see, perhaps about my long overdue growth on my left leg. The good news is that I'm finally ready to meet the surgeons at Tan Tock Seng.

Geez, I've been carrying this lump for like nearly 3 years already, mengalahkan ibu mengandung 9 bulan! And after 2 years, apparently it bore another small lump, thanks to Sarah for accidentally sit on that already-sakit foot. Next week, I'm going in for the MRI scan and 2 weeks after, to meet the tumour surgeon. No, no... hopefully nothing serious. Its just that this lump, doctors somehow described it as tramautised tumour. Yes, how nice the word tramautising is. It has indeed traumautised me since the last surgery. By October, I would be scheduled for the op, I think.

Hopefully, I'll recover and can walk normally by end October or early November coz I'm looking forward for a nice getaway with family mid November, if this foot permits. Hehe.

Ok for now, hubby has finally arrived. Will update pics of my sungguh tak cantik left foot soon. I wonder, once I upload this pic, people might recognize me outside, just by looking at my left foot. Heh!