i woke up kinda early this morning, unlike my previous saturdays. maybe becoz dar disturbed my peace by switching on to channel news asia after he's done with his nasi lemak stuff. being a lightsleeper, i can woke up with any slightest sound made. i only doze off at 5am this morning, still wondering why i can't sleep at all. maybe becoz of the hot weather and maybe becoz of dar's snores *sigh*. and to wake up at 7.30 am, gosh.. my head's spinning as if i'm having a very bad hang-over. had shower and went to fix breakfast. can't storm out anything huge since yesterday's fried beehoon that i cooked is still a lot. so i made sliced beef sandwiches on french loaf. i juz love sandwiches. with so much lettuce, mayo and cream cheese.. one can juz go wonders. and i know the family love my sandwiches coz by 10, not a single piece is left.. hehe.. i watched pesta perdana yesterday. should heed nora's advise not to watch it. i'm more to condemning each and every one rather than supporting. kinda sinful act that i am doing but i did not do that much. perhaps, as even as dar's comment. i juz dun understand how the hell that nuraliza osman could even be nominated as pelakon harapan terbaik. dawn prima looks allright, isn't she?? and the best thing about ms nuraliza osman is i can't even seem to see the beauty in her that made her owned that title as ms singapore universe. what's so pretty about her? dar was also asking me about it and i definately can't answer. if you say, rila melati ~ pretty.. i would surely agree.. if you say sharon ismail ~ pretty.. i would have agree.. if you say suhaila salam ~ pretty, i would again agree.. but nuraliza osman ~ pretty??? i can't even see her charms.. oklah.. as dar said.. ni sumer masing-masing. and aaron aziz.. what was he thinking when he said anugerah ini mungkin rezeki dari anak saya yang berusia 4 bulan..?? he got a baby aged 4 mths old? has his wife given birth or his wife is actually 4-mths old pregnant? and u can juz see how he reacted when suhaila was talking to him or probably had corrected his mistake during suhaimi's speech. duh.. the time now is 5pm.. dar's at work. and i'm still at ma's place typing this blog. luckily droolz stuff is not so much to pack. i guess, i can take my leave now for home to continue my sleep. this is to make sure i stay awake like an owl for tonite coz tonite is riding nite to JB. oh boy.. am i excited...

i'm back, getting ready to jiggin' again.. kherkher.. i was allright during the weekend but come sunday nite, i felt sick, so sick that i have to excused myself from work yesterday (monday). although still feeling kinda weak, i drag my whole body to work today. outstandings work is pilling up in the offic ~ have got one incoming shipment plus a few invoice to submit and mid-mth payments to sort.. arrghhh.. accounts work again! i didn't expect any special celebration on mother's day, which falls last sunday. went to ma's place early in the morning, with dar's nasi lemak which ma wanted for breakfast. i managed to get ma bouquet of pink roses (i wanted white but they don't have it! damn!) on my way there. upon entering ma's place, i said aloud happy mother's day.. and gave her the roses and kissed her on her cheeks.. in front of dar.. so she was blushing all the way... hehehe.. she bought a mother's day cake for all of us to celebrate there and when i wanted to leave for home at nearly lunchtime, she gave me another set of chocolate cake which she had bought, for me to celebrate at home. how thoughtful. dar bought me a 3200 as a mother's day gift although i have yet to become a mum.. but probably becoz he wanted to say i appreciate for all the things that you've done for me & my 2 sons.. except that he probably dun have the courage to say that or the word thanks, so in exchange for his ego.. kherkher.. he gave me a gift instead. so i accepted that gift without any second thoughts.. i have always wanted that phone, especially upon seeing adik fiddling with his 3200 in front of me all day long. i guess that's about all that i can think of at this moment. other than that, still wondering what to let go to droolz for her new flat..

aku ada received the following email from my friend, ainee dated 5th may 2004. bila aku baca ni email, aku jadi tak tentu arah.. mula2 terperanjat pon ada, then tiba-tiba jadi takut pon ada. so I went directly to anakmelayu.com and try right click pat gambar aku in there, masya'allah... boleh save as... then i started to panic. so, aku try save then try to open the image pat photoshop but alhamdulillah, no image came out. then i told myself, maybe AM.com dah secured all the images in there after/before this incident happen. credits to cyberita (dated 04.05.04) oleh adli yashir kuchit seorang gadis terkejut dan malu apabila mendapat tahu gambarnya terpampang dalam sebuah lelaman lucah internet tanpa pengetahuannya. sungguhpun tiada unsur lucah pada gambarnya itu, beliau tetap kurang selesa dikaitkan dengan lelaman tersebut, kata gadis berumur 24 tahun yang mahu dikenali hanya sebagai cik wydah itu. 'saya tidak tahu nak ketawa atau nak menangis. setiap kali saya keluar rumah saya rasa kurang senang memikirkan berapa ramai orang yang telah melihat gambar saya dalam lelaman lucah itu,' katanya. menurut cik wydah, beliau pernah mengirimkan gambarnya untuk disiarkan dalam ruangan cari kenalan di lelaman anakmelayu.com, sekitar dua minggu lalu. ia gambar separuh badan dengan berpakaian kemeja-T dan berseluar jeans. beliau percaya ada pengguna internet yang menyalin gambarnya daripada lelaman tersebut dan menyiarkannya dalam lelaman lucah itu, yang antara lain mengandungi gambar gadis-gadis yang didakwa dari malaysia, indonesia, filipina dan singapura. cik wydah hanya mengetahui gambarnya disalah guna apabila diberitahu seorang kawannya. ketika dihubungi, penyelaras lelaman anakmelayu.com yang hanya mahu mengenalkan dirinya sebagai encik yassin berkata pihaknya telah berhubung dengan pengendali lelaman lucah itu untuk mengeluarkan gambar cik wydah. anakmelayu.com juga, katanya, sedang dalam proses mempertingkatkan kawalan agar gambar dalam lelamannya tidak disalahgunakan. tinjauan berita harian semalam menunjukkan lelaman lucah itu tidak lagi beroperasi dan percubaan memasukinya gagal. bagi cik wydah, beliau sudah serik untuk mengirimkan gambar ke mana-mana ruang sembang di internet. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Soalannya : do you think the culprit really got the pic from am.com or ni kira kerja / salah cik wydah sendiri? probably being in am.com... dia ada kenal ngan mana nyer mamat yang dah pi mintak gambar personally ke apa then the mamat (or the culprit) maybe ada personal conflict dengan ms wydah so dia bingit then decided to kirim the gambar to that porn site? agaknya tak? wallahu'alam. yang kita pulak dah lama jadi members pat situ, ntah2 muka2 kita pon ada terpampang pat porn site cuma kita jer yang tak tahu? (mintak2 tidaklah) macam gini, aku pon nak ikut jejak langkah korang2 yang dah tamatkan riwayat korang pat am.com. hmmm... what do you think? komen puhhhleaaasseeeee.....

i was having this conversation about marriage dowry with my bro-in-law last 2 days. he informed me that he might end his bachelorhood probably by next year so being me, the first question i asked was how much is the dowry or duit hantaran in malay. he answered, at first the girl's side said 13k but in the end confirm 8k. mak kau.. kalau takde duit.. boleh meninggal sey. MENINGGAL??? (with the tone that Aziz Satar use in Bujang Lapok, when Mak Sudin reply, Eh Sudin kau dah gila eh.. bapak kau kan dah lama meninggal!) so i started to have a quick discussion with him about this 8k dowry money or blood money i would say, that is if i am a man.. hehehe.. (i neither defend the man's nor the woman's side). first of all, i ask him, what is the girl's profession. he answered a teacher. ok fine. what teacher? nursery teacher? kindergarten teacher? tuition teacher? primary school teacher? secondary school teacher? that i didn't ask but my next question was whether she's a graduate or a diploma holder. he said he doesn't know. haizzz.. nak kahwin tapi tak siasat latar belakang.. kahwin cowboy ke? then aku pun blurt out.. kalau aku jadi dia, aku discuss baik-baik. first of all, he has to know whether he can afford that 8k pe. kalau tak boleh afford, then own up lah.. kalau perempuan tu tak suka, that means she's only after the $$$. kalau perempuan yang baik-baik (macam aku.. cehbah).. aku cakap ngan parents aku jangan mintak banyak-banyak kalau menyusahkan pihak lelaki. dahlah kerja gaji tak sebesar mana, then nak kumpul duit hantaran jer dah 8k, belum lagi termasuk barang-barang hantaran, mas kahwin, duit tok kadi, hadrah, makan untuk majlis sanding etc. nanti tak pasal-pasal.. anak dah 5, hutang ceti masih belum selesai... sendiri jugak susah datang. ini belum termasuk lagi bab rumahtangga. kalau setakat nak hantaran 8k ke 9k ke 10k.. tapi package tak sempurna.. kena perempuan yang malas nak buat kerja rumah, tak tahu masak, tak tahu jaga suami.. berbaloi ke? or worst still, kalau hantaran tinggi melambong.. then in the end marriage tak kekal lama because of financial problems ke, communication problems ke.. boleh ke dapat balik 8k? silap haribulan, tu 8k, bini dah buat heng sana heng sini.. shopping sana shopping sini.. nak dapat balik.. haizzz.. gelap masa depan.. so, today, aku nak bukak forum perdana pasal duit hantaran di pasaran masa kini. dulu 4k (time aku!), then naik 5k, then naik 6k (tu kira dah maximum) but then nowadays, mak bapak letak harga tak agak-agak. pada akulah.. yang important dalam perkahwinan is mas kahwin, after that akad nikah, then kenduri-kendara (tapi time aku kahwin, bapak aku baru dapat duit retirement tu pasai dia buat besar-besar.. aku tak suruh.. dia yang nak). then the good thing about my parents is, they respect my wishes to ask for a low dowry, tak malu aku katakan aku cuma mintak 4k sebab tu pon laki aku berat nak adakan memandangkan ekonomi tengah meleset time tu. and the duit, aku buat beli katil satu set and buat gi honeymoon (with my step-kids.. kan aku dah cakap aku ni ibu mithali.. kherkhekrh) to Langkawi plus beli barang-barang rumah sebab time tu aku dah dapat rumah 5-room aku tu. And pada aku jugak, duit hantaran is untuk anak perempuan, duit khemah, duit tukang masak, duit tukang cuci sumer tak termasuk dalam package ni. Tu sebab hantaran makin melambong coz mak bapak sekarang letak harga2 package tu sumer in the hantaran. betul tak? correct me if i'm wrong. My question is WAJARKAH IBU BAPA TETAPKAN WANG HANTARAN YANG TINGGI-TINGGI SAMPAI 10 KE 20K, SEDANGKAN YANG NAK BERNIKAH ITU ANAK PEREMPUAN MEREKA SENDIRI DAN YANG MEMBERI WANG HANTARAN ITU BAKAL MENANTU MEREKA SENDIRI? THEN BILA DAH DAPAT DUIT HANTARAN TU, KE MANA KAH WANG HANTARAN TERSEBUT DISALURKAN? (topic covers every human being out there.. bukan adik ipar aku) Sila comment di comment box yang tersedia ada di bawah ini. Ni forum mesti happening punyer.. then bolehlah aku print ke apa then suruh adik ipar aku baca.. kwangkwangkwang.

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