oklah.. ni sumer sandiwara semasa. i thought i should have given birth after that vigorous swim at wild wild wet tapi masih belum terberanak lagi. what happen instead was both my arms nyer skin dah start terkopek from that sun burnt... ewww.. dah macam ular tukar kulit! but what to do? have to wait till due date i guess or early april. the earlier the better coz i wanna work and i need to operate my jendol luo-han pat kaki. the pain is unbearable now, probably due to my weight increasing of only 2kg. *sigh*. dah masuk 8 bulan, setakat naik 2kg jer. first month punyer naik tak agak-agak, sampai 10kg, now dah masuk almost the last month, naik 2kg jer.. terbalik betul cara pemakanan aku ni. as long as my little doinky is doing allright, takpelah.
i've left my blogger world for almost dunno how many weeks, trying to update little by little whenever i can at ma's place. but adik's pc sometimes really suck all my patience juice from my body. i can't deny that. but today, i learn to endure but that was because i have nothing better to do at home.
i seriously am bored to death at home. the first semester when i was not working went really fine till the idea of becoming housewife for good really entered my mind. that's because i get the joy feeling of long holiday so housework, cooking and waiting for dar and son to come home was really great. but as weeks and months passed by and after most baby shopping were completed, the feeling seems completely different. i felt like a prisoner with unconfirmed date of release. but with the aching of my leg, how far can i go? walking seems unpleasant now although i really enjoy an afternoon breeze at the park or seaside and well, people has been advising, walking actually helps to open up my cervix faster. i dunno how many times i walk per day but if my cervix is still opening up slowly, i've promise to hunt down the head of these advisors! *evil laugh*
i have missed my last appointment with the hospital. i was suppose to be scanned again but dar convinced me of not going. i guess that makes him felt good about being an experienced father and husband since this is my first time. all that sure is extra expenses. sometimes i felt he just doesn't bother which makes me really furious that i once told him to be the mid wife and i'll give birth at home. but as time passed by, i guess all that are my emotions and i brush all allegations aside. luckily all baby stuff is completed, with my shopping trips, items bought by lil sis & ma, hand-downs by my cousin, ex-colleague and my mother in law's friend.
april is approaching and although i have been ready to give birth, the little thoughts about friends and relatives spending long hours in labour wards really haunt me that bad. as i mentioned, i can be very impatient at times thus to wait for long hours just to give birth looks bored and unpleasant for me.
adik has left me alone to be with his ex-schoolmate at newton. i managed to change his unbearable, smelly bandage earlier. his arm really looks so big... hahaha... thanks to that dislocated arm he got from playing soccer as a goalie last saturday at yishun. and also, for that which really amused me, he was awarded the best player in that 7-A-side tournament. tit for a tat.
cheerios... till i blog again... doinkers out!