Thursday, March 24, 2005


another of his drawing that i find amusing & cute. sharing with all. frat, don't mind me going through your folders. i just thought i had to look for those drawings that you've scan and share it with the world.. hehehe.. u knowlah how your sister is... *wink*

my lil fratello's - the comic creator. a presentation of his artwork. simple yet fascinating for me. has the results come out for this competition, frat??
oklah.. ni sumer sandiwara semasa. i thought i should have given birth after that vigorous swim at wild wild wet tapi masih belum terberanak lagi. what happen instead was both my arms nyer skin dah start terkopek from that sun burnt... ewww.. dah macam ular tukar kulit! but what to do? have to wait till due date i guess or early april. the earlier the better coz i wanna work and i need to operate my jendol luo-han pat kaki. the pain is unbearable now, probably due to my weight increasing of only 2kg. *sigh*. dah masuk 8 bulan, setakat naik 2kg jer. first month punyer naik tak agak-agak, sampai 10kg, now dah masuk almost the last month, naik 2kg jer.. terbalik betul cara pemakanan aku ni. as long as my little doinky is doing allright, takpelah. i've left my blogger world for almost dunno how many weeks, trying to update little by little whenever i can at ma's place. but adik's pc sometimes really suck all my patience juice from my body. i can't deny that. but today, i learn to endure but that was because i have nothing better to do at home. i seriously am bored to death at home. the first semester when i was not working went really fine till the idea of becoming housewife for good really entered my mind. that's because i get the joy feeling of long holiday so housework, cooking and waiting for dar and son to come home was really great. but as weeks and months passed by and after most baby shopping were completed, the feeling seems completely different. i felt like a prisoner with unconfirmed date of release. but with the aching of my leg, how far can i go? walking seems unpleasant now although i really enjoy an afternoon breeze at the park or seaside and well, people has been advising, walking actually helps to open up my cervix faster. i dunno how many times i walk per day but if my cervix is still opening up slowly, i've promise to hunt down the head of these advisors! *evil laugh* i have missed my last appointment with the hospital. i was suppose to be scanned again but dar convinced me of not going. i guess that makes him felt good about being an experienced father and husband since this is my first time. all that sure is extra expenses. sometimes i felt he just doesn't bother which makes me really furious that i once told him to be the mid wife and i'll give birth at home. but as time passed by, i guess all that are my emotions and i brush all allegations aside. luckily all baby stuff is completed, with my shopping trips, items bought by lil sis & ma, hand-downs by my cousin, ex-colleague and my mother in law's friend. april is approaching and although i have been ready to give birth, the little thoughts about friends and relatives spending long hours in labour wards really haunt me that bad. as i mentioned, i can be very impatient at times thus to wait for long hours just to give birth looks bored and unpleasant for me. adik has left me alone to be with his ex-schoolmate at newton. i managed to change his unbearable, smelly bandage earlier. his arm really looks so big... hahaha... thanks to that dislocated arm he got from playing soccer as a goalie last saturday at yishun. and also, for that which really amused me, he was awarded the best player in that 7-A-side tournament. tit for a tat. cheerios... till i blog again... doinkers out!

Sunday, March 13, 2005

the day that i've been waiting for. family fun at wild wild wet with ma, lil sis, adik & the 4 kids (1 mine & 3 lil sis punyer). being the not working singaporean, i began my kiasu morning queueing for the freebies for the early bird. cheh! ingatkan dapat apalah, sekali voucher manicure pedicure, 2 bottles of pink dolphin nyer drink and one small tube of nivea cream (size mopiko). phooi! buat penat jer datang siang-siang. upon lil sis arrival, we got changed. i didn't wear my swimsuit dat day. tot of wearing bikini and bermudas, sekali ma nak ikut pulak... kherkher... macamlah aku berani sangat nak pakai sexy macam tu dengan perut yang dah keluar stretchmarks and pusat yang tak cantik dah hampir terjojol keluar! so in the end, wore a black singlet and bermudas. sun was so striking hot i felt like not wanting to come out from the pool. and while adik, lil sis & my son took all the rides, i rilek one corner at the children ankle deep pool... step jaga anak pat dat pool padahal susah nak bergerak dengan perut yang dah berat ni. ma end up looking after our things when she decided not to swim. the place was jam-packed. met my old friend musanif with his family, my hubby's cousin asri with his family and also abang abu's ex kak ayu. untuk sedara yang membaca, hah ni akak nak start laser ni. the first look when i saw kak ayu, i was really shocked. very shocked and hampir pengsan. why? coz she now look like kak noi!! u sedaras out there should know how small is kak noi and how big is kak ayu before. tak bedek. i mintak formula lagi macam mana leh kurus mendadak sampai gitu sekali. but she said she herself tak tahu camna she leh kurus camtu sekali. swim and swim, we left the place with my whole body starting to burnt from the hot sun at 5pm. luckily i have straight bus from there to hougang. ma & adik went off with me and took the next bus going to bishan from hougang. i was really exhausted by then. lil sis took bus no 3, a direct bus which stops right infront of her block of flats. lucky her. overall, the swimming event was fun and hot. hehehe. i really enjoy myself that day, thinking that i will give birth in the next couple of days after that vigorous swim in the wave pool and that long sungai. i guess i should. i felt different now... ntah2 waterbag dah burst pon dalam pool, mana tahu! phoooi

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Hah!!! Finally, luck is on my side this Lunar New Year. Happy like f*ck dapat posting pat ni blogger and using my lil fratello's slow-like-tortoise pc. To all Xinchiapoh, Happy Chinese New Year... To all my Muslim friends, Salam Muharram. Since dah dapat blog, lemme tell you what's been happening on my side since last New Year. New year resolution untuk tahun ni sememangnya takde coz last year nyer resolution pon belum sempat di fulfil... So what's been happening to you Doinky? Untuk yang tak tahu, lemme repeat, my internet connection dah takde as of early Feb 05. Other than inhaling into my 7 month of pregnancy, I'm lazing around at home tapi weight tetap tak nak naik. I guess the baby is taking so much of my food intake sampai baby is gaining and I'm losing more weight. And the horror of stretch marks are finally visible.. which of course made me so damn worried. Tiap hari letak stretch marks cream pon tarak jalan... phoooi... apa nyer petualah kawan-kawan aku bagi. Finally, now I feel the active side of my baby which is trying to bend it like Beckham.. kicking non stop day and night. That is the joy that I'm feeling now, unlike the past months when I don't feel any excitement about this pregnancy except when it comes to shopping. Before I log off, just wanna say thanx to friends who has been tagging and concern. Again, I'll be due somewhere in April so once baby pop out, I'll try and sms to all. Lastly, I haven't been blogging or writing since December so I think this post will look a bit rusty... I felt some of my sentence doesn't make sense, macam berbelit pon ader. Whatever it is, janji dapat blog. Love you all... Mmmmmuacckkkssss!