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The birthday duo cut the cake happily especially the little baby. She didn't get to blow the candle coz what comes out more from her tiny mouth was her saliva than air needed. The uncle managed a big blow infront of the standing crowds - mum, sister, niece and nephews. The little baby managed a handful helping of the coffee cake by herself. Everybody was happy including me.

I guess I am not cut to be an angry person for long. I tried very hard not to give in but I couldn't. He's after all my husband. He's after all the father of my child. And perhaps, it was because of my darling daughter's birthday on Saturday, that I have to make the first move of asking him if he'd wish to take Sarah out and if not *toot*. He said it's my call and he'll join in. Jurong Bird Park it was indeed on Saturday. We didn't talk much, just making sure Sarah enjoyed herself even though it was raining heavily and we'd managed a late lunch of fish and chips by Flamigo Cafe and only a round tour by the train and then proceeded home. Such a boring afternoon I would say. The taxi fare itself cost him $40, to and fro, admission was $28 for 2 adult and it was not worth the money at all, coming all the way there and only to be welcomed by a heavy downpour. By the evening, he prompted pasar malam at Khatib. He was more nicer that evening. I was almost forgiving but deep in my heart, how I'd wish I can give him a black eye and then said sorry. Heh. I'd wish.

By night, the hurt was gone, the smile was there and on top of that, he SAID I love you and sorry for everything and when he hugged me, I realised there was tears of happiness as well as regret, streaming down my cheeks. Memang sudah dijangkakan that I won't stay angry for long, no matter how hard I sounded saying I will not give in and never forgive him, predict some. Heh. Well, thanks to the peribahasa sekeras-keras kerak nasi, kena air lembut juga. I'm sure most woman are like me. No? Then, I don't know.

Right now, things did happened for a reason. As much as I believe in retribution, there was indeed a retribution done. He was supposed to take his Class 4 test last Friday but because we were not on talking terms, he did his night car jockey work and came back on Friday morning to sleep, but only to wake up at 12pm when his test was at 10am. Hah!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, LIL FRAT! (Sunday, 09.04.06)

Dear Frat, I purposely take half hour of my work today to create this entry coz I am not at work on Sunday and if I were to post this on Monday, it will be a belated one. I want to be the first to isytihar the whole blog world about your birthday and how much I love you. You, my darlingful little fratello has always be the gem in my eyes. You are everything a woman could ask for, ermm, minus the mood swing of course. I have always love you since you were a little baby and now that you're 19 years old, my love for you are still strong as ever. Sarah couldn't possibly change the love effect I have on you and no matter how far (Bishan & Hougang kalau jalan kaki jauh jugak pe) apart we are, you are always on my mind. Chehbahhhhh... as usual being the so mushy sister. Heh but for real, you know I have always love you, always concern about you and whatever you're putting yourself into. This love has taken its toll on me.

May this birthday bring you smiles that will make you smile the whole day. May this birthday bring the warmth that you won't need to put on that long sleeve jacket/shirt. May this birthday bring you love that you've been waiting for. Happy 19th birthday darling. Dah besar panjang manusia!

2 birthdays for 2 special person in my life in 2 days sure make my kocek koyak rabak. Wow. Birthday gifts accomplished on Friday at Marina Square, with the company of Droolz. Cute purple Snickers from Fox Baby for my little gal and something nice and useful (I hope) for my beloved Adik.

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY, SARAH BATRISYIA! (Saturday, 08.04.06)

Dear Baby, with this post, Mama wanna wish you a happy 1st birthday. You have been such a gorgeous and precious darling to me. You dried away my tears and made me smile when I am at my extremely down-est mood. Times flies so suddenly and I felt like yesterday that you're kicking hard on my womb. You never failed to amuse me with all your wits and acts. I am amaze seeing you learn so much thing within a year.

Today, Mama will bring you out to Jurong Bird Park. We will have fun together-gether, a very quality time spent together - Mama & Baby only. Once again, a very happy birthday.

I DON'T CARE A FCUK

So you said I am a fcuking bastard. So you said you don't give a damn. My attitude sucks, isn't that so? I don't give a fcuk either. Go get a life, man! For all I care, I will never forgive you. Never ever ever. Don't bother explaining coz it really doesn't matter anymore. I'm pissed for life!

NIGHTS OUT

My weekend was marvelous. I managed to hang out with my long time girlfriends for a while before being taken away by the Tok Penghulu. The meet up at Boat Quay was extremely a pleasant and refreshing one indeed. It kinda replay some old memories at age 21 whereby hangout place after work (at OCBC Centre Chulia Street) were mostly at Boat Quay. Most of the pubs previously being at the front quayside have now changed to food galore food palace. If you walk from the UOB side to the CoffeeBean end, almost all the shops there have seafood on their menu. I don't know how they survive their businesses. The girlfriends arrived first, having their dinner at Sinar Pagi while yours truly, as usual, is extremely late due to workloads in the office and working in the outskirt area thus taxi was a bit of nightmare. We sat at The Restroom, talking cock and wasting time. Hah, dah lama tak buat kerja macam ni! They then decided to even waste more of my time by sashaying from one end to the other end of Boat Quay, not once but twice. In the end, when they finally find a spot to rest their cute little bums, Cinderella had to leave coz the prince had just called to say he is already in town and on his way to fetch me. Urggghhh! There goes my night. I managed to step inside The Exchange with a stamp on my hand (again, dah lama tak buat kerja macam ni, so sampai dalam, amik tissue and wipe clean the stamp - chet! evidence oi!) and then take my leave after not even 5 minute. Luckily I didn't go for the Pay-for-cover-charge-get-a-free-flow package, if not so rugi.

Nevertheless, I continued the night at Newton Food Centre with Mum, Hubby and Baby. Had supper before dropping Mum off at Bishan.

On Saturday night, we had fun at Dangga Bay, JB. We went in on 2 separate cars, Droolz with hubby, Irfan and my brother in law, Aidil while me, Hubby, Mum and Dad in another car. Dinner was great and dirt cheap. Hubby got himself cheap cheap watch while I got Sarah a very cheap batik dress which she wore to the beach on Sunday. That girl, once dipped in the sea, don't want to come out. Tak takut air betul, especially now that she can walk, she don't even need anyone to hold her, she'll push away. Dunno what to do with her but she's the main jewel in the house who'll sparkle everybody with her cuteness act. She'll go Chaakkkkk... dengan kepala-kepala dia lenggokkan. She'll take my deodorant, aksyen tuang pat tangan dia and then wipe on her body konon tengah pakai sabun/bedak (she must have watched Hubby pakai bedak every morning). When she has her books with her, she can read in her own dialogue and point at the picture as if understand or telling a story. She won't say no to food glorious food. She will escape to neighbour's front gate if our front gate is open. She still have this habit of doing a Japanese nod whenever people tends to look/stare at her. And the best of all, she can be a clown, trying to make funny acts, when being scolded by her ayah. Lepas kena tengking, terus dia cium pipi ayah dia. Kalau mama dia yang marah, dia buat dek jer. The jewel that I can't leave without.