i know aku dah terlambat post. just wanting to say thanx to sue, bon, mar, jep, hani rock for turning up at my baby's majlis cukur rambut the other day. to ainee and ali, thanx a lot too. for the models, sesungguhnya aku minta maaf kerana suruh korang jangan datang that monday sebab aku dah betul-betul penat giler (giler pon tak penat macam ni!). yang sedara mara tu tak yah cakaplah.. kedatangan kalian memang benar-benar dialu-alukan (fuiyoooo.. macam bikin speech sey). ermm.. rite now aku still tengah jobless. bukan takde kerja tapi masih belum nak cari kerja. i'm looking for evening or nite job (kalau ada sesiapa yang ada lobang kerja ni macam punya time, bilanglah yer). biasanya, ni macam punya timing selalunya jadi minah kilanglah (mamasan ker hostess ke is out of the question, no matter what). what to do, janji ada duit masuk every month kan. next year baru aku cari kerja permanent since aku dah suruh ma quit her job only in dec. other than that, i'm enjoying every bits of motherhood. memanglah penat but it's really a pay off duty. and my baby girl, baru going to 2 months, she has done things that i guess only 2 or 3 months can do (like wanting to sit up, wanting to yack and yack, nangis bedek nak mintak attention). jangan dah besar jadi mak nenek jer sudahlah. but the good thing is she's well behaved when we're outside. bawak jalan jer tidur, that's the good thing... tak banyak ragam. i'm surprised as well sebab banyak sangat tengok baby buat perangai (like crying) when the mummy is doing shopping. oklah.. time for me to stop. my ma is calling....

Only for blogpost. I will call each and everyone of you (stated names only) with reference to the invitation by next week.

Doink's little princess, Sarah Batrisyia Bte Rosly, born on 8th April 2005. Taking this opportunity to thanked everyone for their well wishes and presents for both me and my baby! Baby Sarah is doing fine, growing inches by inches each day and the mummy, hmmm.. trying to lose more inches each single day. Till then, ciao.

here I am again, back to write probably for the last time this season (hehe). i have been advised by KK Hospital that my pregnancy is breached, thus I am schedule to be ward in next friday, 8th april and should the baby still wants to maintain her buttock position at the bottom, i will give birth via caesarian that day itself. if baby turns (which i really hope so), i'd probably be induce as well and give birth that day coz liquid in placenta is low. wow, suddenly i'm talking biology here. therefore, i am living a stressful life this week thinking about next friday. hopefully everything will go well and miracle can happen at the very last minute. i will inform via sms to all friends whom i still have contact with. but for those that i don't have contact numbers, hope you read this. till then, pray for me that everything will go smoothly. love and regards, siti a.k.a doink

tadi siang, i was really so bored. since i've kemas my room from 11pm to 3am this morning, while dar is at his part-time work, i thought i'll try to have fun today. so i asked dar's permission to meet up with sis and adik at sengkang. surprisingly he allowed, only to ask what time i balik later. i told him i won't be long, should be back by 4pm coz we just jalan-jalan and then maybe sit down for a drink. asked him for money as well to buy vege and meat coz dalam esbok dah takde benda, cuma paha ayam jer (jadi sien pulak 1 minggu straight makan ayam, mana yang aku masak, mana yang MIL masak). after dar left for his day job, i quickly called sis and tell her that i'm seriously so bored at home. she was doing her vacuuming coz it's her day off today and adik was sleeping over at her place. i suggested meeting at sengkang for lunch and eventually confirmed a time of 12.30pm. arrived there nearly 1pm, hehe.. this time they waited for me instead of me waiting for them coz they're really one hell of a starkarats. kalau janji ini time, tak pernahnya punctual so rasain loh. i was macam dah nak pengsan upon reaching banquet coz haven't even had breakfast in the morning. dasyatkan me, pregnant lady but totally ignore the fact that i'm pregnant and in need of nutrition. ordered prawn tempura set. sit and eat dengan adik beradik jer makan masa almost 1 hours, dah macam food fest lak, so much things on the table. both sis and adik ate yong tau-hu and then sis ordered yakitori summore. after lunch, we went in to metro. nothing great even though it was having a great sale there. went in to john little and bought some toiletries. shampoo pat rumah orang buat cuci rambut, dar buat shower.. rambut ngan badan dia jalan terus pakai shampoo then bila aku nyer turn nak shampoo, shampoo dabis. phooi! tak paham betul. so i bought 2 bottle of shampoo ngan 1 personal body wash, khas untukku. shampoo loreal pat rumah biar dar pakai, tak heranlah... after john little, went up to kiddy's palace and bought some nonsense, fan kecik yang pakai battery since haraga dia cuma $4.90 jer and one musical thingy that cost $9.90. pantang betul aku ni kalau dah keluar, mesti nak beli barang. before proceeding to starbucks, i have to singgah supermarket and the only available supermarket there is cold storage (which i really don't like to shop at coz barang2 sumer mahal, memandangkan aku ni dah tak kerja kan). in the end, i grab bag of carrots, onions, garlics, green leafy vege, spaghetti, tomato & basil sauce and terus jalan pat counter. tu jer dah almost $30. ikan sumer mahal. daging takde yang halal. confirm nanti balik dar mengamuk besar, kasi $30.. satu ikan pon tak beli. lain yang disuruh beli, lain yang aku beli. ni lah tai tai... kherkher. so afterwards, went and sit at starbucks. dah tak kerja pon masih nak minum kopi mahal (apa kopi murah tak leh minum ker???). bukan begitu sedara. actually memang intention nak minum kopi pat mcdonald jer but then, tengah hujan, duduk dalam aircon pon sejuk so we sit outsidelah (ada jer excuses kan?). alah, bukan selalu duduk pat starbucks. sebulan sekali bolehlah.