Sejak seminggu jatuh sakit, aku jadi malas benar pat rumah. Walaupun takde maid yang tolong, tapi aku bersyukur kerana suami tersayang sanggup tolong buat kerja rumah ie. cuci baju, kemas bilik, jaga baby, feed baby, kasi tidur baby. Bak kata pepatah, suami yang serba boleh, lagi-lagi bila part jaga anak kesayangan. Anak sakit 1 hari dapat massage 1 minggu, mama dia sakit 1 minggu, 1 hari pon tak dapat massage. Adil tak?? Sesungguhnya tidak tapi aku tetap tak boleh komplain sebab kalau takde suami yang serba boleh, mungkin aku yang terkial-kial seorang diri. Anyways, since aku dah tak weak sangat and dah sihat benar, aku angkat baju yang tersidai pat galah luar rumah (yang dicuci oleh sang suami pada hari Isnin). Konon nak lipat since dah kering tapi memandangkan entah berapa tonne washing powder yang hubby dah gi letak pat dalam basuhan, aku terpaksa cuci half of the bajus balik semula, gara-gara sabun yang masih melekat pat basuhan. Ini lah dia suami yang serba boleh. Then semalam, hubby tak kerja malam lagi. But yesterday night, dia nak gi pancing ngan tauke kedai pat bawah blok at Bedok Jetty. Oh, mentang-mentang kau tak kerja malam, asyik dok merayap jer. Ntah pukul berapa dia keluar pon aku tak tahu sebab dah tertidur bila tidurkan baby. At the wee hours in the morning, baby melalak nak susu, nasib baik timing cantik, masa ayah dia dah balik so aku pon apa lagi, aksyen pekakkan telinga and buat-buat tak tahu. Kalau dah boleh gi pancing, takkanlah tak boleh jaga anak pagi-pagi buta. So, si ayah sibuk main dengan baby yang tak nak tidur while the mama buat tahi mata. Last-last, bila dah sampai pukul 5 pagi dua beranak tak tahu nak tidur, asyik gelak sana sini, tetiba singa betina pon bangun, marah dua-dua sekali and terus tutup lampu, habis gelap gelita bilik... baru senyap sikit. Ntah pukul berapa dua-dua tidur pon aku tak sadar sebab aku yang tidur dulu bila bilik dah gelap. Kesian dua beranak, macam anak tiri aku buat.. kherkherkher... gara-gara nak tidur punya pasal.

Hubby sibuk nak beli weekend car untuk baby, katanya. Senang buat transportation during the weekend. Tengok mak!!!! Kalau pasal baby, semua dia sanggup... kalau pasal isteri dia, suruh amik dari kerja pakai motor kapcai pon dia cakap tengok dulu or balik sendiri. Tak ke sedih namanya tu?? Sungguh beruntung nasib kau, Sarah. Kalau kira nasib, abang-abang kau pon tak pernah dapat privilage macam ni. Ayah kau sanggup bertungkus lumus untuk anak perempuan kesayangan dia. Aku pon perempuan, apa dia tak sayang ker??? Phoooooiiiiiii.....

*SIGH* Dah type panjang-panjang, sekali hilang. Mencengkam jiwa raga bila terjadinya posting disappearance semacam ni. Nak type balik, rasanya macam takde mood. Sudahlah!! Takde masa nak pi type sumer balik. Pandai-pandai koranglah figure out hari ni post pasal apa. Saper dapat teka, saya belanja tosei!

Sunday was marked as the end of nightmare in 616, being sick and useless. I'd never imagined to be sitting at home for 1 whole week without being able to even sit up straight for 1 minute but that was what happened. Today, I'm back at work, all thanks to hubby for making me walk few rounds in the garden near my flat yesterday afternoon. I felt a little bit better and fresher this morning. Allergy was gone, although I still have this shortness of breath, I think I'm able to cope the day bravely. At least, bus ride doesn't seem unpleasant this morning. My boss and colleagues have been very wonderful. My desk still looks neat as the last time I left it. Setidak-tidaknya, dorang tolong jugak aku buat kerja, sebab kerja tak menggunung. Ok.. back to work.

GASTRIC / STOMACH

Last Thursday night it started as normal body aching. Friday morning, upon reaching work, aircon felt extremely cold that I shiver so really bad. By mid-day, I almost felt like dying. Can't even walked properly because whole body is weak and aching. Doctor took my temperature which turns out to be 38.7. Doctor suspected as food poisoning. I wonder how, I wonder why, everytime I eat at the same makcik stall. Anyway, I rested at home feeling so weak, uncomfortable and irrirated. The fever went up and down, just like stock shares in the market and although I shiver profusely, I sweat as well. Saturday was the same. Sunday, I had to go back to the clinic at night due to constant diarrhoe and vommitting. This time it's no longer food poisoning... it's gastric flu / stomach flu. I got an MC for Monday. I rested, still no changes. On Tuesday, halfway to work, called my boss up and cried near the roadside, telling him I am still in no state to go to work. My dear boss said go back and rest. Thank you, boss. So I rested and I think I was bedridden from Friday to Tuesday. Today, I came to work by cab and this I brought along small plastic bags and I had to let it out in the cab... then in the office. I'm still groggy, still aching all over, still weak, brain still not functioning so that well yet. I haven't been sick since my pregnant days and now that I got sick, it just don't want to go away. I hate having gastric flu. Boss said once I finished whatever I needed to do, I can go off. Have asked Hubby to pick me up at 2pm. Meanwhile, dunno when will be my next posting. Crab, KakMil and Magg, thanks for missing me..... Every step I take, every move I make, every single day, every time I pray, I’ll be missing you.

After reading Crab's posting for the day, just suddenly I too have this emoticon feelings about my one and only brother or more known as my little frat. Is is Brotherhood's day today? I wonder... Oh no! No! My little frat is not like that of Crab's. He's allright. What happened previously was just a communication error I had with him over MSN and that inspired me to write all on the Rams the other day. I couldn't take it any longer when he just 'abandoned' me like that in MSN and so I assumed he couldn't take my comments and therefore I couldn't accept that kinda attitude. But assuming makes an ass out you and me, as I was thought before. He apologized and we're back as brother and sister anyway, rite frat?? Let's forget it and start afresh.

And my lil frat lost Miu too soon. Yeah, Miu, his newly brought home kitten, died on the way to the vet. Poor Miu, still so young and small and I just couldn't believe it. She was so adorable when lil frat showed her to me and I still can't believe that she died. Although Droolz said I had shown no compassion over her death, but believe me I am still at the state of shock. To Miu, I may not have known you that well but your adorable little face reminded me of Nik's little offspring. Farewell....

So.. what about another cat adoption.... ?????